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My workout partner wanted me to take pics of him so he could send them to his wife. Well I told him to take a few of me so I can put it on my blog. My Lt thinks im on steriods, crazy guy I dont need that. I take protein shakes, but I mostly eat tuna. Its high on protein. Most important its good for your heart. Thats why Im so kind hearted.

Smut Meme

Rules and Regulations: Tagged or not, feel free to post it on your blog (the more the merrier). Title your post the Smut Meme, outline the rules, and tag two people when you're through. Please link to whoever you've tagged, so we can see just how smutty your readers are.Okay. Let's see how smutty I am. I was tagged by OestreBunny.


1. Chocolate or whipped cream? Whipped cream less messy.

2. Leather or PVC? Leather? How about nothing.

3.Outdoor sex or indoor sex? How about sex anywhere.

4. In the jacuzzi or in the bed? I done it in a bed to many times, I think its time to try the jacuzzi.

5. Bad sex or no sex? Bad sex, bad sex is better then no sex.

6. Dominate or be dominated? I perfer to dominate, but like to be dominated sometimes

7. Thigh highs or body stockings? I think thigh high stockings would be sexy.

8. Fast or slow? Fast, like a rappit.

9. Rough or gentle? How about both.

10. Bite or suck? Depends what spot of the body im on.

11. Role play or reality? Never really done role play, so Im going to have to try that.

12. Dirty talking: coming or going? I guess a some dirty talking is not bad.

13. Edible panties or no panties at all? No panties at all.

14. Spanking paddle or bare hand? Bare hand like to leave me hand print on that booty.

15. Landing strip or Kojak? Regardless im still going down.

16. Multiple sessions or one good fuck? Multiple sessions of good fucking.

17. Moaning or screaming? Moaning, screaming just seems to fake.

18. Three-way or no way? Id do a three way, its actually one of my goals before I die.

19. Swing or no swing? Let me see, NO SWING.

I Tag systa and revelergirl

Soon Cliff Soon!

So the battalion commander came by are base today to talk about going home. So the whole platoon was gathered around the fire and he comes rolling up. We all jump to attention, let me tell you one thing about are battalion commander, he does not like are platoon at all. Since the begnning of the deployment he has disliked us. From people not shaving, not being in the right uniform, some other things I dont want to get in to. He came up to me one time because my hair was way to long and went and told my Lt and Platoon Sergent, Bournes hair is way to long. Well he started to talk about dates when we going to be home. Now I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but I still have a job to do and im going to try to keep that in my head. So the dates he put out he says he is like 90% sure we are going to be leaving around that time. So he was giving his speech and some people said somethings and he looked around at us like we had idiots written across are forehead. But when we land we have to go threw all these stupid tests that should take up to ten days. After them 10 days we get to go home, home. Where my family is, and he said you should be home before the 16th of April. That is my Bday, I dont rember the last birthday I spend home was, but im like 90% sure im going to be home for my birthday. Just typing that puts a smile to my face. I can honestly say this is the happest I been since I been here, I dont know if its becasue the end of this deployment is almost up, are I just dont care about whats going on back home. I feel real good.

Snow day #2

So It snowed onces again here, but we had heat this time. So I get off my guard shift, and I go and lay down on my bed and started jammin out to Usher, then about 20 minutes later someone comes in all covered in snow. "What the FUCK" were the first words out my mouth. So I go outside there is about 3 inches of snow all over the ground. "God damn" were the words that I kept repeating to myself, so everyone startes taking pictures again, like its the first freakin time it snowed here. So what happens when there is snow on the ground, freakin snowball fight, So me and my cuz called a truce, it was pretty dark so we ran around the humvee and pegged the first person we saw. Well it was the Platoon Sergent, "oh fuck" but he was like "ill get you back Bourne". So it was game on the snow was coming down hard we turned on the big lights and had the biggest snowball fight. All you saw were the thick snow flakes and snowballs flying in the air. One person in my squad has video footage of some of the snowball fight, ill see about getting it up tomorrow. But it was crazy, a war zone. So naturally there is 2 sides , we throwing snowballs across this open field at either. Well someone decides to run across the middle. I said to myself, "Im going to get him" So I was about 50 meters away, I zoomed him in, winged my snowball, then BAM right in his face. I did not mean to hit him in the face, So I run over and his nose is bleeding pretty bad. LOL, it was pretty funny, we have it on camera. So after about an hour of heavy running, everyone is pretty much worn out. My arm is thrown out, my elbow is throbing like a mother. So the next day snow starts melting mud all over the place just nasty. The gym is pretty much covered in snow, I was looking fowarding to going to. But we have these big tents that we got from another base, So we lay it out, and nobody knows how to put it up, WOW. We all know how to react to contact, we can land nav in the middle of the desert, but we dont know how to put up this tent, I done it onces but man that was a minute ago. But we figured something out, and its over the gym right now, so we can work it when it rains or snows now, that is good. So after we finished than another damn snowball fight, this time it was 2 hours. My elbow was hurting so bad I had to take some meds, I can throw out my arm so easy, my elbow been fucked up since freshman year of highschool. I messed it up playing football. Sometimes it hurts out of the blue, other days its good. So at night time a bunch of us sit around the fire talk about home. So they say "Bourne you find a rebound girl yet?" Now I been thinking about that for a while. I dont want to be a shady guy that uses a girl just for a rebound. I told them "I dont need rebound girl, becasue this kid is not down and out anymore." Im starting to realize that there is so much better out there for me, I blamed myself for the longest. She blamed me for her cheating on me, Some how I believed her. But I dont need a weak woman in my life, and one who brings drama and negativity in to it. When I do start talking to someone, if anything its a step up from what I had before, thats why its not a rebound. I can honestly say I dont love her anymore, im not lying to myself to make myself feel better, thats the mother freaking truth. But I tell you one thing, Ill settle down one day, when I meet that woman who I see for the first time and knocks me head over heals, just by me looking at her. Its happend to me onces a long time ago,and I havent talked to her since highschool.

50/50 Right Now

It seems to be all I can think about, should I go or just stay state side. There is a handfull of us that are considering doing it. We all were talking around the fire about it and the platoon sergent cameover, started like yelling at us. "Are you guys stupid, we just did 15 months here and you want to spend another 8 to 10 over here in baghdad." Im a realist, I know im taking a big gamble with my life going over there. I been doing my research the birgade has lost 3 people in the last 3 months, dont know how many injuried, I still do not know if they are going a year long are 15 month long deployment. But I choose the job infantry, I realize the ultimate consquences of doing this, and it doesnt faze me one bit. But the thing that gets me is trying to tell my momma and my grandmother, the two most important people in my life. My little brother told me on the phone that he hears my momma crying some nights, and hears her prying for me. That shit breaks my up. I might be able to handle another 8-10 months over here but can they handle it. I dont want to make this about me, I want to make it about my family and I. I know its my life, most times they know whats best for me. Also my platoon sergent been talking about sending me to the board when I get back, that means ill be a sergent. I know if I go to 4th birgade I will have to prove myself all over again, and I might not get my sergent as quick as I would if I just stay state side.
But on another note the rain is starting to come, its sprinking right now. I feel bad for the gunners right now getting all wet and the cold breeze. When it rains comes the damn mud lol, maybe I should just stay home. But I went to the gym today, I decided I wanted to see were I was in my quest to bench press 300 lbs. Well I throw up 285 lbs, and my partner wanted to go up to 295lbs. So I tried that and got it a quater the way up and just couldnt push any more. So Im saying I stand at 290 lbs, I know I can get that.

DECISIONS!!!

So something came down today before we went out on patrol. Our squad leader put out so things about us going home all this other bull shit. Then he was like who wants to be high speed and come back and go to 4th birgade. Well 4th birgade is already over here, So I would go back to the states. Get my physical all this other bull, I might get a month of leave and go home. Then go back to my duty station, then fly me back over to Iraq. Now im looking at a 8 month deployment, which I think is very easy. I can pay off my car like that, also the big one im not looking at getting stopped lossed. If you dont know what stoped loss is, well there is a rule if your not out of the unit 90 days prior to the deployment date, your going. Even if your supposed to be getting out, your going. Right now there is a good chance I might be getting stopped lossed. I look at it like this, Im going to be in the army no matter what. Why not just finish it out over here in Iraq make alot of money, and get out of the army when im supposed to, and not get stopped loss for a whole year in iraq.
But there is one problem, this birgade is in Baghdad. Why do you think there asking people "who wants to go to 4th birgade." There losing people over there, they need help. I have my pro and cons, right now there about equal. Alot of people are really considering it, the married guys are saying "if I wasnt married I would think about it." I dont have anything holding me back. I dont know, I know my family especially my momma would be crushed. Id lie to her tell her I have orders to go back, tell her "momma they need the best people over there and one is standing right in front of you." She would believe it becasue im a freakin stud. But man im going to miss out on so much again, but id rather be over here while im supposed to be in the army, then supposed to be home while im over here.


Pros and Cons to moving to 4th Birgade
Pros
Pay off car (big one)
Extra Money
Not get stopped lossed (big one)
Live on FOB (less force pro)
Still get leave
No field problem
Get my E-5
Might be with people I know

Cons
Death (big one)
Miss out on life
Work with Duds
Miss out on ladies (Finish some old business)
Family worried
Unknown lenght of deployment
South Baghdad
Might not be with people I know

I woke up this morning.

So when I woke up this morning, I had this crazy urge for rice crispy treats the chocolate kind. I had a purpose I was determined to go to the chow room that we have. We have these 2 boxes and there cereal in a cup, we had 2 vareity boxes. I said to myself odds are looking good for me to find the kind that I want. But I noticed the cereal had been dugged up, like someone had the some urge I had and just ran through the boxes to get the cereal they wanted. But as I was looking down I did not see the kind that I wanted, well I thought maybe there at the bottom. So I started moving the cereal cups around trying to dig my way to the bottom, I started to get a little nervous, so I went to the other box diged my way to the bottom. Nothing, what the fuck. Well I thought maybe I just missed one ill go through it again, came up empty. My heart was broken, I really wanted the rice crispy treats the chocolate kind. So I decided to dig through the box and find some Apple Jacks, I found one ok, ok. I atleast need to eat 2, there small cups, So I was diggen for another Apple Jacks after 5 minutes I couldnt even find another damn Apple Jacks. So I settled for Frosted Flakes instead. But as I was eating my cereal I remebered, one of my room mates had 4 or 5 cereal bowls of the cereal that I wanted sitting on his shelf. So I ran to the room only to have them all gone.
So theres been a big argument going on around the platoon about 911. Everyone knows were they were when they saw the planes crash in to the World Trade Center. But everyone seems to think a plane crashed in to the Pentagon. But people bring up good arguments, its the Pentagon there so many security cameras around, do you think one of the cameras would have caught the plane crashing in to the Pentagon. Also there was no plane debre from the crash. But someone said "my dad works at the Pentagon and he said a plane did crash in to the building." Yea ok he was looking out the window when it happend, and you work for the government and if they tell you a plane crashed in to the building then a plane crashed in to the building. The government is sneaky and sleezy, its like they control the minds of the American people, what they say the people believe. For me posting this blog I might have the governement after me.They probably think I know to much. Wow I was just typing this
I heard a boom, went to go check it out not in my sector. But im sure ill be out there tomorrow with the "Terp" while he asks his questions around the streets. When something happens and we go out to investagate, everyone just kind turns there heads, I know there scared but damn the quicker we find these mother fuckers the sooner we go home, the quicker we get out of the Iraqi peoples lives. You can feel it in certain parts of the city, expecially on dismount patrols. The mean stares, sometimes I feel like im on stage doing a performance, the Iraqis just stare at me like what the fuck is he doing. Sometimes I just want to be like "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT!!!" in Arabic of course, but we are trying to win them over we have to be nice, hand out candy, pens, and footballs. I was trained to fight a war not to be a police officer.