My Weekend

So I went out last night, it was fun. My room mate just turned 21 at midnight so we had to break him in the right way. So we went to a place where you can bar hop till 3AM. So we all take shots, then we go to the dance floor. I see my room mate dancing with this girl, it was like watching a kid grow up. So all of us are spread through out the club doing are own thing, I see birthday boy dancing all up on this girl. Another one of my friends had this girl all over him, she said flat out to him "I want to sleep with you." I really don't know any woman that is open like that. But he is a shy guy and did not get it in with her. But honestly who is like that? Who just comes right out and says "I want to sleep with you." Damn I don't know about you but I like to work for it, make it a challenge for me at least. But I did talk to a few woman just friendly conversation, I did not try to get any numbers. I dont know why I think I would feel guilty if I did. It still doesnt feel right.

But on a side note my wife and I been talking, she wants me back. She talking about me giving up not even trying to make it work. She telling me that she made a mistake that she took me for granted. We talked on the phone, we argued on the phone. So came up with the idea of coming down to Georgia for the weekend at the end of May. Im going to see were things are at, I told her Im not saying yes but im not saying no. I dont know if its a good thing. She could mean everything that she says. But I dont know If I could ever get over what she done to me. But we are going to spend the weekend togther. Prolly get a 2 bed hotel room, maybe she going to try to run some physical game on me but ill shut it down, well atleast try. So ill let you know were we are at after the weekend. But I plan on giving her the best weekend of her life. WHY? To let her know what she will be missing the rest of her life.

The Easy Life

So I started work this past Monday after a month of leave, which was great. Now I'm back down here in Georgia, its about low 90s, its beautiful beach weather. I think I might sample the beach this weekend. But work is so boring, granted I only work 5 hours a day sitting around doing nothing. We do PT in the morning ran 4 miles today, legs kinda hurt. Then we get to go home for an hour an half to shower eat come back around 9 then leave at noon to go home. I would have to say the schedule is really easy. All we do is sit around the company talk shit on either are plans for this weekend.
I just picked up another room mate in the trailer. Now the Internet finally works on my laptop which was pissing me off the longest. But my roommate and I decided that we are not going to buy grocers, that we will just eat at the chow hall for free on the base. We take turns driving to work so we save gas which is great. I really feel like punching the guy who is raising the gas prices. But I have been lacking in the gym, I went the other day and ran on the treadmill for 2 miles and I was hurting afterwards, that month of leave doing nothing really but a hurten on my body, im not a beast like I use to be.

Its Been a While

So as of right now im still working on my divorce, why do woman have to be so dumb. But I was reading travistee blog and she recently heard from a long lost crush. I was reading about it I thought about my long lost crush, Its been years since I talked to her Im thinking 5 years. I havent seen her in the longest either. But we stopped talking to either just out of know were. But Im afraid to say it I still think about her every onces in a while. We talked only for a short year, but most people think they love someone when they sleep with them, but I never slept with her, in fact we only kissed a few times. She now is in college while im in the Army. But after all these years I wouldnt even know what to say to her, in fact how the hell would I even break the ice. In fact when I got married, I thought would I ever cheat on my wife with her. I knew it would be tough if she threw it at me. Maybe we just met at the wrong time. I will found her self coming my way again.

I been bad!!!

I feel bad I been neglecting my blog. I just been enjoying my time home with all my family and friends. I got to have breakfast with my older brothers, and it rare to have all 3 of us in the same room. I found out my brother is having a baby, his wife is 3 months pregnant, so im going to be a uncle. My oldest brother is going to the police academy im so proud of him. My littlest brother is now bigger then me. My best friend is still does not have a job after more then half a year but I love him. But these 2 pics were taken in Vegas, I had fun. Won 600 dallors one night, got pretty drunk the next, while the bartenders found out we got back from iraq so she hooked us up with shots as seen from above. Last friday I took my stepdad out to the club and we had a blast, it feels weird to drink with him becasue I never did. But im not neglecting my blog no more.

Last Saturday

So last Saturday I found someone who wanted to go out and they said they would drive there truck. So finally I got to go out and drink, so we went to Savannah. Its one of the biggest city's in this area, we went bar hopping, and I talked to a few females, but it was more like "hi how are you?" Still fells weird, like im doing something wrong. Of course everyone was giving me shit for being so shy, but when it feels right ill know what to do.



But after 3am bars closed and there was is strip club in South Carolina that everyone wanted to hit up, they dont stop serving till 6am. So we go there and its packed and there more females then males there. So I see some people that I know and they come up to me, there all happy to see me and there like come with me we have a VIP Room. So I get me a beer im sitting there bullshitten with everyone. I have this urge to give a stripper a lap dance. So Im walking around looking for the baddest stripper, I see her. So I go up to her and ask "How much is it for me to give you a lap dance?" She started laughing, she is use to giving them not reciving them. So she is like $20 for 2 songs, its just 20 dallors. So we go in to the VIP room. We are talking I asked her to lay down some rules for me, she told me don't whip my thing out, and dont obsessively touch her. So the song starts and I take my shirt off and she is sitting down and I stand over her and take her hands and and put them on my chest and rub them down to my abs. I start making my chest muscles bounce up and down. I put my head in between her legs and roll the top of my head around her area. She is just laughin, she says "I cant believe this is happening." I m sitting there humping her but yet im keeping a good distance making her feel comfortable. While all this is going down everyone is cheering for me. I would have to say that was a first for me. Even though she should have payed me for it. But it was fun.

My Video

I made this 9 min video of Iraq, Its a little bit of everyting that we did over this 15 month deployment. I made this so when I go home people will stop asking me what is Iraq like? I hate that question along with "Have you killed anyone?" You want to know what Iraq is like grab your balls and raise your right hand. Then when im home on leave people ask me "you kill anyone." I mean honesty what kind of question is that. If I want you to know I will tell you. Then when I was home on leave, people want to give me advice, and these people have no military experience, so if u havent been to Iraq dont give me Iraq advice. People who have been over there want to give me advice on things I already know. You want to know what Iraq is like watch this freakin video, its 9 mins long. Sorry about the music I added my selection is very limited.

Be Safe

After coming back from a deployment you expect Soldiers to party hard, you figure we have to make up for time lost. For the past 3 weeks we been getting nothing but safety classes, don't drink and drive basically sums it all up. They drill this in to us, use a DD call someone for a ride. Take a cab to the headquarters there is a taxi fund up there. Its so annoying but recently 1 cavalry division out of fort hood tx redeployed back home and lost 5 Soldiers in the first 75 hours of being home. This upsets me, you survive a combat zone and go home a drink and drive, and that's how all 5 of them died behind the wheel. They decided to consume alcohol and get behind the wheel, of course they crashed at a high rate of speed. My division lost 4 Soldiers when I was in Iraq, when you leave my post there is this sign that says 186 days since are last fatal accident. This is a serious problem and I'm glad that Army is trying to do something about it. I have everyone phone number in the squad, we have a obligation to call one of them up if we ever need a ride, just how I have one to pick them up. Drinking and Driving is a serious topic, you can be careless with your life but there is other people on the road that are doing the right thing. Ill admit I have driven home drunk a few times, but not anymore. All I ask is that you do not Drink and Drive.