Sunday, May 18, 2008

My Weekend

So I went out last night, it was fun. My room mate just turned 21 at midnight so we had to break him in the right way. So we went to a place where you can bar hop till 3AM. So we all take shots, then we go to the dance floor. I see my room mate dancing with this girl, it was like watching a kid grow up. So all of us are spread through out the club doing are own thing, I see birthday boy dancing all up on this girl. Another one of my friends had this girl all over him, she said flat out to him "I want to sleep with you." I really don't know any woman that is open like that. But he is a shy guy and did not get it in with her. But honestly who is like that? Who just comes right out and says "I want to sleep with you." Damn I don't know about you but I like to work for it, make it a challenge for me at least. But I did talk to a few woman just friendly conversation, I did not try to get any numbers. I dont know why I think I would feel guilty if I did. It still doesnt feel right.

But on a side note my wife and I been talking, she wants me back. She talking about me giving up not even trying to make it work. She telling me that she made a mistake that she took me for granted. We talked on the phone, we argued on the phone. So came up with the idea of coming down to Georgia for the weekend at the end of May. Im going to see were things are at, I told her Im not saying yes but im not saying no. I dont know if its a good thing. She could mean everything that she says. But I dont know If I could ever get over what she done to me. But we are going to spend the weekend togther. Prolly get a 2 bed hotel room, maybe she going to try to run some physical game on me but ill shut it down, well atleast try. So ill let you know were we are at after the weekend. But I plan on giving her the best weekend of her life. WHY? To let her know what she will be missing the rest of her life.

5 comments:

Laura said...

Oh no Cliff!

Be careful!

Seej said...

However things end up, your family loves and supports you!

Holly.

Harley said...

I'm echoing Bunnygirl. BE CAREFUL! Don't do it!!

She sounds like a witch, and a leopard doesn't change its spots...

travistee said...

no way.
does she read this blog?

Anonymous said...

Just cover your heart and make sure it feels right...and you know, when you are young it's easy to mess up and make mistakes and maybe people do deserve a second chance? But it's whether or not you can fully trust her again and that is hard, hard work.

Hope it goes Ok for you!!